Sarah thank you dear.I received your e-mail this morning and i'm so touched hee.. Hugs for you!
Today morning,i woke up with a sore eye on my left eye.OUCH!OUCHH! Well i went to clinic,doctor say my eyes are TIRED. Hmm,tired of what? I just can't explain. So my date with Fara was postponed to tmrw.Sorry babe! I'm kindda stubborn today,i was supposedto rest but ended up surfing the net. So just now i bake cookies all for myself,Well Done hana turn out to be nice. Using chocolate and white chocolate while hearing to michael black or white. Only a few piece for me,my mum took one. Ok i'm addicted to kitchen.Feel like i wanna try to make lagsane. Missing baby hariz,it had been a day since i nvr see him. Monday back to job. I really2 wanna thank you for that picture.. Oh ya,you know when i watch when in rome the actor Josh Duhamel Is so hot! Fara told me his taken by fergie. Fara they only engage not marry but it does not matter i had enuf.Look above three of them.Fantasy world really make me feel happy.Leaving you with Josh picture. ( p.s:Don't fall in love,his fergies)
Ok its friday,no baby today. Mummy took him home.YEAH! So today is for my grndmother and michael. Today marks 9 month michael left us
My heart is broken. The sadness that I am feeling is unbearable. I still don't want to believe that our beloved Michael is not longer here. I don't know how I am going to go on. Michael you have touched so many. Your love, innocence, generosity, kindness, brilliant smile, music, talent and creativity will live on forever and never forgotten. You were a passionate person; it comes across in your songs. No one else will ever match the legacy that you have left behind. I hope you know just how much you are loved. I love you with all my heart. You were sent to us from God; you were an angel on earth and now you are back with Him. You are safe now, away from all the hurt, scandals, and pain that were inflicted on you by greedy, malicious people. May god comfort, protect, and watch over your children, and family. I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN RIGHT NOW WITH THAT BIG, BEAUTIFUL SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I hope to meet you there some day. LOVE YOU ALWAYS WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
Ok i fetch my granny from hospital,i told her about what happen.She say Budak lelaki tu ngade-ngade.Kalau mak ade mak da piat2 telinga die. Translate:That friend of yours is so action,if i see him i want to twist his ears. Uh..look my granny defend me,i love you granny. Tommorow town with FARA.yippie. Alright people i'm going out to meet dance peeps bye!
Ok i'm totally pissed tonight :( WHY? At first everything was fine,i had a nice sunshine morning. Morning was a mess but cleared ;) Smart meee.. Reach skool late oppsy,liana fara fadhilah syafiqah..then nad came marl then munn. Ok guess what? Thats all,LOL! Guys are damned useless,none of them came! It was fun,i can't paint seriously but i learn so i improved.Yeah! Just after we finished painting aliva came,he's a guy. He's always late,after finishing went to have lunch with Nadia Munn Fara and Aliva. Fara wanted to go Kino,so someone came up with watching a movie.. The cathay was choosen,we decided to watch WHEN IN ROME. I paid using nets eventually my nets has 50 bucks. After paying for 6 buck ticket,i got to have 34 bucks balance. Guess what i left with only 4 bucks.Godness sake. I'm totally fed up.20% of my mood is spoilted. Wait..wait let rewind to the conversation in the train. I sat with someone,who is indian ok.So the train was at farrer park, He said hey its ur station why don't you get down? Ohw really? Yours should be next. Our destination was to dhouby ghaut,and he started this nonsense and and Hana you look very indian not sikh. Aww man i pity him,he can't see the diff.People had never said that to me his the first one. Some people thought i am eurassion and etc but not i******. The problem is here,race does not matter boy,what? if i'm really a i***** u not gonna be my friend? Ok this increase my fed up mood to 50%. After movie nad fara me and that someone when to Singapore river.When we reach there i was 100% pissed off. In the train again,we were joking around. Suddenly a topic about Changi Airport came about.Hsssh Nadia said that the last time she went was like when she was young.(Naddy we will go oneday okay).Fara said it was a few month ago,so i added in mine ws like last december.When the Michael jackson tribute. Gosh someone then say this to me. One day i nvr hear you saying about michael cannot,it really pissed me off! Ok like duh,i can't.It hurt alot why must he say that when he know michael meant a lot to me. I just becomed emotionly fed up.sorry fara and nadia for showing attitude.I don't mean it really. But it fun you know hang around there. Hey that someone you are the first one to say all those things to me. I think we are not meant o be friends cause when ever we go out together you nvr fail to hurt me.Thanks a---lot!.I hate you for that! Ok lets chill,to my dance friends sorry i won't attend dance this week.I super busy.I promised full attendance next week.Cause i miss you guys.
Wednesday best!!! When out with my 3 darlings. Nadia is working.:( Oh ok.. No baby siting..Yipie.. Robert gosh you so Hot,despite all the kissing. You make me fall in love,if only there's guy i knew who is as hot as you. Unexpected ending.Two thumbs up! No picture cause its not uploaded:) Great job ROB Nothing much to update today,i'm tired,feeling sleepy. He's staring at me crawling wondering what i'm doin. Nobody talking cause He can't talk LOL! Tommorow we got to be part time construtor :} What? Hehe we the Outbox production got to paint 5 panel. Get your brush and roller ready? Gonna have lots of fun tomorrow! I'm sure this will be the first time i paint heee. Opps he's crying got to go! Hana the baby sitter so not glam :( WAIT! My mums helping :D Why do i like robert pattison ? He's tall,i'm loving tall guys.His smile,awww! He's machoness..whooo! He's rare just like Michael :D Ok Ok i really got to go!
This explained how tired i AM! I' exhausted and tired.Well just now i went too DISNEY ON ICE. FUN!FUN!FUN! We had to rush cause my granny is sick :( Saw my lovely friends Mickey,Minnie,tinkerbell and the most i hate STICH Kecik was like "Tatak hana the bluw one what name?""Disgusting STICH" "Ohw disjusting STICH"(Understand children language) See i taught him a new character.Haha i hope the next time i go Disney On Ice it would be with my dearest hubby hee.. (Picture would be upload soon cause i don't why my bro took the camera away) On our way back i ask him "Adik,u want to be like which character?" "Like disjusting STICH" "Why?" "Because he blue.i like blue" Oh--my--god! I just kept quite after that..Tmrw will be the start of our semester holiday:D My schedule is like that :Baby sit,dance,see granny! So frens if you wanna book me,do it in advance Last night i hang out with the B mates :) As usual they bought drinks Everything went on usual,we talk and laugh till annie pass e a glass of wine. I was so tempted to drink it when suddenly a passerby just played the song bad Maybe he was playing halfway ITS COINCIDENTALLY and at that point the line that michael sing was "I'm bad,I'm bad" I just put the glass down,michael ever told his fans that he don't drink and drinking is bad! Michael are you there? I had ghost bump! My friends realized the shock on my face. They thought i saw something, so we packed up and left. I kept quiet the whole journey back.Michael are you there? Are you my guidance angel? Thank you michael ! I know you are there for me.Thanks michael i promise i won't do it again! People who read this will think i'm crazy but THIS REALLY HAPPEN! Temptation had make me do wrong but michael stop it!
Today remind me of last year when MR Clifford left us :( It was our last day of school before we leave to semester holidays.. School started quite Ok.. Then me and my Girlfriends..went recess yum-yum.I had waffles :D happily we walked back to studio..Thank god ridhwan came by. He walked in the room first,guess what? Its the same old trick Aliva and Afiq played..Ghost Game.. Luckily ridhwan opened the door and when in first or else i would FAINT. Just take a look at this The MAIN CULPRIT!
No time to waste so i went to decorate the card for Chee kan It was not planned actually! Me busy with the card thanks fara for helping This is final work..Team work that make it beautiful :D TAA~DAA..For Mr Chee Kan from the bottom of our heart Fadhilah was like "modelling time"hehe Its two and my tummy kindda full,mik ask me to meet him just before my dance but sorry mik i had something else on! Mr CK treat us to pizza hut! Yummy!
To Mr Chee kan thanks you for spending us pizza hut till the bill came about 300+ and thank you for everything you do.God bless you.You're a teacher that we would remember always.Mr cliffy we miss you so much
To Mr Clifford and Mr Chee Kan You have inspired me to be all that I can be. Thank you, I appreciate your efforts!
Spare some time with family and my dearest girlfriends and the precious Michael Jackson family.So lets start with saturday seems like so far no plans.Hmm!
Sunday is so exciting! Disney on Ice!Yippie!
I can't wait to see my favourite character Peterpan!
I think this is how the tixs look like:D
This doesn't mean i'm childish or lame :)
It doesn't matter how old are you.The matter is how you enjoy and what make you happy:D
Wanted to catch movie with my daerie gf ystrday since fara not well,we'll catch it on fri..Ohw robert my dear! Mike don't mind hee..
So its friday! We ended up eating at macdonalds! Before that school was fun..Afiq being host for the chinese grp.Just can't stop laughing! Well my friends always make me smile like i can say they are the rainbow and mike is the light<3 Somebody pestering me to go breakfast on the thursday morning should i go? Hear is something for all of you something that always start my day with a smile :D
Sometimes it make me cry to,but i know he's looking at me!
Hana Jackson A girl who fall in love since 4. ..The girl next door
I'm a widowed,Don't want to go on relationship.
Trying my best to accept reality..
And dreaming about Michael Jackson at the same time..
If u hate me... Click here to shoo.
I think this is how the tixs look like:D 
This doesn't mean i'm childish or lame :)
So its friday!
